i sometimes wonder why i keep coming across people who want to backstab me. my intention is pure: to help them or at least give them some leverage..but in the end i get my ass poked and prodded, chopped into pieces and dumped somewhere. time n time n time n time again, the finger is always pointed back to me. guess i deserve it for getting involved. n i guess u cant be too nice...or mayb u shldnt be nice at all..what for, when it seems like almost everybody wants to be nasty to u..right??

*sigh*