::welcome home baby...
::and then my prayers were answered...alhamdulillah..syukur. i cant wait to meet him tmr...insya'allah.
aftr 2wks apart..i wonder what we should do to spend our reunion together..oh well...leave it to tmr...till then, ciao!
.:Posted at 03:03 am by HaWi3:.
::Anxiety
::legs shaking
toes wiggling
heart racing
head assumes
hands sweaty
breathing, shallow
body warm
mobile, silent
im feeling anxious.
where art thou, my love?? i shall wait til morn'.
.:Posted at 01:01 am by HaWi3:.
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::tonight..
::tonight the world will stop|
stillness will envelop
time disregarded
but heart still beating
rhythmic drumbeats
dancing in its cage
waits, longs, yearns
for everything that's you
for everything that's to be given
a hug, a smile, a kiss
even if it doesnt leave me in bliss
i want it all, anything
as long as you're here
beside me
for as long as God shall grant it to me..
tonight's the night....but tomorrow will be a delightful present
.:Posted at 02:03 am by HaWi3:.
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::the couple at the void deck..
::there was a couple at the void deck, moments back.
the lady being massaged.
i remember when it was us, always there till dusk.
you being massaged.
i miss the feel of your broad shoulders, i cant wait to smolder
you again with love.
i miss the curls in your hair, i cannot anymore bear
another day without you.
the smiles on your face, i cant erase
repeats in my head.
you fill me up with hope, a dream of a future home
we'll get there someday..
2+1/2 more days to gooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
the couple at the void deck..
.:Posted at 10:32 pm by HaWi3:.
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::like i said...
::was happily going for break when..........my telemarketing boss called to tell me our jobs are put on hold cos the developer put the project on hold...good God!! what did i tell you?? i was sure there was gona be something coming up..oh man...now i gotta find another job, quick...
.:Posted at 10:23 pm by HaWi3:.
::thank you, GOD!!!
::well..before he flew off, he told me he might call frm S anneh's (older brother) phone. waited n waited til i told myself that perhaps he was busy and hasnt got the time, given the circumstances. but at ard 4.06am just nw, he made one, albeit a short one..aft S anneh took the phone fr a while, it got cut...im hoping fr another call...if it's possible..
anyways, he'll be flying home on thursday night..which means i only get to see him on friday anytime before work...lucky for me, thursday is the last day fr lessons!!!
3mre days till i can kiss him again!!! technically its 4 mre days, cos i only get to do so on friday...but watever!!!
mehh...no calls cmg in..nvm..wait till he gets back then!! miss him sooooo much!!!
.:Posted at 04:43 am by HaWi3:.
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::sickkkkkkk
::blocked nose.
cough.
slight fever.
changed voice.
headache.
argh...its the damn flu again!! started last week with sore throat. then blocked nose which ultimately leads to now. did i tell you how i hate being sick?? astaghfirullah al-azim!!
i remember the last time when i was sick like this and dad was away at south africa. that was hor-ri-ble!!! a few days before he came back, i got a letter saying that i'd failed my assessment and i had to withdraw frm sch. when dad came home, i had to make a decision as to which path to take to continue my journey..
and here i am again, just a few days before baby boo comes home and i'm sick. i hope no bad news will follow. but i will welcome another decision to choose another path for my life's journey...hope it's good news this time...
4more days!!! i cant wait to squeeze him in my arms again!!!
.:Posted at 08:40 pm by HaWi3:.
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::cant sleep..
::im still up, trying to get some shut-eye and all of a sudden i hear someone puking into the drain below..i look out and i see a guy whos head looks like that of a golden lion tamarin bending over making gurgling noises as puke gushed out like water...ewwww...not cool dude. guess he was drunk or smething..saw a whole bunch of them downstairs for god knows what, before i head in to bed...
argh...my stuffed nose is sooo irritating..my stomach feels like air's moving here n there..and my head feels like sum1's squeezing it...hate being sick...didnt go to work just now cos felt like i had a slight fever when i was havin lecture,so went home..hope i get better tomorrow,,,need to get to work tmr..or else i dont get my weekly pay!! and i NEED the pay...so insya'allah i'll get better.
6 more days till i can show him some love...
.:Posted at 02:03 am by HaWi3:.
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::please give me strength for i need it..
::ok...i told mum earlier in the day abt my dream...then i asked her, "so what does the snake in my dream mean?" LOL!! then she just sed, "i duno" n gave a slight smile..so i told her tt i found out sme ppl believe that it means sum1 wants to take the said dreamer's hand in marriage...hehehe...
this morning, i dreamnt of rain..and attending a wedding ceremony...rain means wealth coming in...insya'allah..but the other one...nt so sure. guess im thinking too much into it...heh.
anyways......
in school, was buying food during breaktime. a fellow classmate was standing beside me. guess what??
he smelled like baby love when i first met him...GODDDD!!!
i duno if i was expecting things to remind me of him...but maybe it shows that somehow, the higher being up there wants to let me know he's thinking of me too?? grrrrrrrrrrrr!! i duno man...
9 more days till he's back in my arms...
please give me strength for i need it..
.:Posted at 10:30 pm by HaWi3:.
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::weird dream...
::this morning, I woke up to a weird dream. i dreamt i was running, until a puppy that's reaching adulthood bit my left ankle. it had 2 or 3 more siblings, but its mom had cloudy eyes...like she was blind or smething. her left side was facing me and she was looking to her front. i was afraid that she'd join in the biting session with her other puppies, but no. she just took away her puppy that was biting me, by the scruff of its neck.
weird thing is, later on, this puppy metamorphed into a snake. halfway through, it looked like it had the head of a snake but a body of a dog. this time, it was biting on a female cat's left thigh. funny thing is, this cat just lay on its right side, without a care in the world. it was looking at me like nothing was wrong, though the half-dog half-snake was biting it...
and lastly, the half-dog half-snake fully transformed into a slithering green snake, but I was trying to get away from it...and a fire truck came???
damn weird. anyways, here's what i got so far for interpretations:
Cats in dreams represent feminine power. Cats also deal with esoteric knowledge, and spiritual guardianship. White cats represent hightened spiritual awareness. Black cats signify hidden secrets or hidden powers within the dreamer. Wild cats encourage us to exercise our will power more. Tame cats indicate a place of comfort in our lives.
As you might guess, Dogs in dreams deal with friendship and loyalty. Hearing dogs bark in your dream may represent damaging gossip in your life. Being bitten by a dog indicates you may be dealing with a guilty conscience. The dog is also a dream symbol for instict. Being attacked by a dog may suggests you may be acting too much on impulse - think before you act. If you are being led by a dog in your dream, it suggests you are comfortable with yourself.
Serpents in dreams represent psychic energy. When you dream of the Serpent, it is a message for your to awaken your unconscious energies that influence your feelings, urges, and instincts. By bringing these energies up to the surface, you will further shape your personality and destiny. If the Serpent bites you in your dream, don't be too trusting with new people you meet. If your dream Serpent is shedding its skin, this indicates you are feeling limited, or have outgrown your present condition.
What i know of the typical malay dream interpretation of the snake is that someone wants to ask your hand in marriage...im nt so sure of the details tho, but hehe... *grins widely* =) still, its pretty weird....gahhh. if anybody wants to giv it a try as to its interpretation, go ahead..im all ears...i wana know myself..
.:Posted at 11:13 pm by HaWi3:.
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